Take Me The Way I Am~

“If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I’d find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I’ll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I’d buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.”

Do you recognize this song?
I’m pretty sure you do
The singer is Ingrid Michaelson
Really such a great song
But, do you know where I get this song?
Right, on your laptop

I’m so sorry if it’s bothering you.
By the way, the first time I heard this song, it makes me..
I don’t know how to say
But, this song really familiar to me

It feels like I haven’t heard that for such a long time
Until I found that again.
But that’s not the point why I write this letter
This song only a small of many pieces that left in my mind
The biggest piece in my mind is..
You. It always have, always will. You

Why?
Why this is happening to me?
What?
What the causes of this condition?
Where?
Where all of this shit come from?
Who?
Who is the one to being responsible from all of this stuff?
When?
When this shit starts from?
How?
How I can fix this until it being normal again?

Too many questions
But there is no even a single answer
Too many things happen in a second
But there is no goddamn time to think
Too many regrets
Always feel it in everytime I wake up and fall asleep.

Your love to me, makes me wonder
Does such thing like that really exist?
You don’t have to answer it

But, do you know what’s in the deepest my heart and my feeling?
Yap, it always you and it will be..
You don’t have to feel wonder about it
You don’t have to waste time to thinking about that
You don’t have to ask even a little bit
You know what?
Because like this song’s title..
You just..
Take Me The Way I Am…